Beyond Frustrated

So, today marks 4 weeks since the official referral of our sweet baby boy - and we are at our waiting limit! Earlier there was a rumor floating around that our agency would hear about court dates on Monday or Tuesday of this week...but then Monday and Tuesday (and now Wednesday) came and went with no news. We talked with our case worker today and she, unfortunately, had nothing to share with us. She still says a mid- to late-June court date is entirely possible, but of course can't say anything for sure. Ugh. We are just crushed. It feels like every day that goes by with no news our hearts break just a little bit more. We are just aching to hold our little boy. This is honestly the hardest thing we have ever done. There is no way to explain how painful it feels to have to sit here completely powerless when we know that Truman is half-way around the world needing us. And we need him! We just have our fingers crossed that we will hear very, very soon (tomorrow would be good!)